perforated

the night is.

only.

a sort
of night
paper

only
carbon
eyes
holes
seeing you

I netted them under with a sudden phrase, I retrieved them from formlessness with words

net(s) of form
net
formlessness
diffuse

w

write
write
write
how words slipped away
collapsing
times cavern

I miss your voice
and using mine
I am crowned with grandma's oxidised silver
red lips
wearing expectation

I miss bearing frailty
amorphous

who is I
waiting
a self
who does not come